Realize

I'm not at all where I thought I would be in my life. I wish I could say "no regrets" but these days I've been full of them. I have wasted a whole year. I thought staying in the same place I would feel stuck, time passing, not even realizing. For some reason I left, and on the third day I knew it was a mistake, but decided to live with it. I waited to long to come home.
I wish I were impulsive and acted on my feelings, if I did, I wouldn't be in this situation.
Everyday I have to face the fact that I messed up and I find myself apologizing to myself all the time, which is weird, considering he has never apologized once. I'm very good at being bitter on the inside, but for some reason, I can't stay mad, I'm forgiving way too easily.
I want to stop saying his name inside my head.
It's a stupid name anyways.

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
no it's never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

OoOoOOo

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now

Realize, realize
realize, realize