Dear Blog:

How did I get here?
I don't want to be here, I don't want to be doing what I'm doing.
I'm 4 hours away from home, living in a different province, going to school for something that I'm not even sure that's what I want. My friends here are important to me, but I kinda need the ones back home a little more. This entire school year has been a distraction and now that school is done, I keep thinking 'why am I here?'

My friends don't want me to leave though. Tal said she just wants me to be happy, but I don't have the heart to tell her I'm not happy. I don't have the heart to tell anyone.